month of febuary

i can't fufil my own desires and egoism,
what is life without laughter and joy?
everyday, after my late studies back home, I've nothing else to do.
for two months, it's been like this .
i want to go somewhere, somewhere, that could release my stress totally,
somewhere outside ipoh. this place is too small,
too small for me fully use the potential of myself,
i've been here since i was born. i want to get out .
after years, there's no solution i could find to solve my problems.