its not officially DEAD-yet. + FAMILY AFFAIRS

MY BLOG IS NOT OFFICIALLY DEAD.
oh fuck, holidays has arrive.
im suppose to be happy***
but IM NOT.

FIRST,
FAMILY AFFAIRS.
I MEAN IT.
EVERY MEMBER OF THE FAMILY IS FUCKING PLEASE.
IM SORRY FOR BEING MEAN BUT ITS TRUE.



MY GRANDMA- FKING KEEP SCREECHING WITH HER VOICE SCOLDING NAGGING.
SHE'S THE MAIN CAUSE OF EVERYTHING. SHE KEEP COMPLAINING AND COMPLAINING AND COMPLAINING. SHE KEEPS TALKING EVERYTHING THAT DO NO GOOD TO THE FAMILY. SHE'S A FUCKING TROUBLE MAKER. FUCK HER.



MY MOTHER - KEEP TALKING IN HIGH PITCH VOICES AND ACT AS THOUGH EVERYONE OWE HER SOMETHING.

MY FATHER- HE DOESN'T MAKE HIS DECISION STRAIGHT. ALWAYS CHANGING. VERY ANNOYING.

MY "MAID" - KEEP TALKING LOUDLY AND SCREECHING WITH MY BROTHER. ALWAYS ARGUING.


WHICH RESULTS IN TO ME:

- FUCKING CANT KEEP MY MIND STEADY
- ALWAYS HAVING ANGER ALL THE TIME
- CANT HAVE A BREAK !@
- VERY STRESS UP



i want to die please. I'm having my fagging habit back.
I'm trying my best to play my role in the family.
but everyone seems not to be cooperating.
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING SITUATION.
A.S.A.P

RIGHT NOW, THE ONLY SOLUTION IS JUST STUCKING MY IPOD EARPHONES INTO MY EAR 24/7 . OH, HOW I WISH IM DEAF. I REALLY MEAN IT. I'M SICK OF HEARING THOSE NEGATIVES WORDS BROUGHT UP BY MY FAMILY.
HOW AM I GOING TO STAND THIS ANY LONGER.