What to do?

Well, based on my topic today. Most of all,
I really dont know what to do.
What she want actually?
Do she really need me?
What am i as a presence to her?
When she have her friends, having fun and etc.
Am i there?
or am i being not understanding or too selfish.
its 10.54 now. Im waiting her reply but it seems...
Well, not onlining for days, maybe a week.
Sighs and goodnight.


bye post.
tired of everything.
confuse and stucked. ;(