Over

All the time, you're just so hard to predict.
You didn't know what you do will affect others feeling,
You just put the blame on us.
Sighs, you will never know how hard i've tried to communicate with you,
the patience, effort and souls i put into it.
Everything you do, just proves to me that, you love him.
You would even commit suicide for him.
Your feelings are making you confuse.
If you were the one that love me,
You would have been worry ,asking me what wrong and so on.
But you did not, you make everything seems normal.
Im stuck in your confusing thoughts for a month and half.
You didnt hold me back because you were disapointed?
Sorry, its not the answer.
Maybe, im just not the one for you.
During the moment im missing you, you seems like to be enjoying.
It just makes me feel that, what for missing you that much
when i didnt get anything returb=n?
Love need sacrifises. Did you even know,
i sacrifise much more then you could imagine.
No point even say it out.
Everyone is there to comfort and accompany you when you're down.
But not me.
I didnt chose to be in this path, you force me to do so.
Thanks for everything.
I would always remember , im the first guy who stay nearest to you.
Bye and take care.




Tears stopped at 11.31am, 24 October.