Moderate mood day

I really having moderate mood and really really fuck up emotions this week.
I hate to complain , i hate to blame and i hate being like this.
Today, went jj with family then ate lunch with them at black canyon.
Later on, went infi to check out friends are there.
Well, they're thre as usual.
The usual kaki's; Kit Mun, kevin, 36's brothers etc etc
Watch them play and i have no companion
And wan bang reach later on.
Played two round with him.
lost both rounds. well, this two rounds, i foul a lot.
i played so badly, maybe because of the mood.

I just misses her too much.
A day without her text is like so unexplainable.